jenjen

2012-01-31T10:06:00.002+08:00

It's 2012 !! People say it's the end of the world , what do you think? If it's the end of the world, please do not let me live and see my love ones go first without me . Whatever it is, we just thrive for the best no matter what happen right? :) I am Excited for 2015 .. It will be the day I will get the key to my house. It's the most expensive thing I ever buy in my life haha

2011-11-06T16:57:00.002+08:00

Im in new york right now, erm, its a nice city! i pass by new york library and i realise that that is where spiderman was flim there!!! haha the library is really huge! i am independent enough to go around new york myself! yes i did get lost, but peopel there are nice to direct me to the correct place though:) i continue to eat my salad and i think i am getting slimmer again, yes! haha i seriously need proper food!!:) lol oh my gosh, i asked myself not to over spend, but when you pass by shop like h&m, bebe, victoria secrets, ax, baths and body works, and the best part is, they are having a sales out there!:) wow!:) and it's definitely cheaper in singapore,.:) it's quite cold out there when the wind blow. anyway i got myself a urban decay naked eye shadow.. oh gosh. it's really beautiful! and before you apply eye shawdow, a primer is a must! benefit eye primer is definitely a good one! i shall show you picture on what should you really get, because it's a must!:) oh gosh i cant really wait to go back home to have a proper food:) nevertheless i love new york~:)

2011-09-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

I'm having a performance later in loyang point . It's not something new to me because I already did it before, but of coz if I have a chance to go up the stage, I'll still feel nevous all over. Haha

2011-08-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

Just 2 days back I went to Mumbai for work. I am pretty sure for most singaporeans, maybe they will not be used to the culture of India. Then very first Obtacle for me will be the food over there. I don't eat India food personally, so before I go there, I will definitely stock up my dry stores like Maggie noodles, bread ... Etc. I'm not trying to say I am racist , but i seriously think they should upgrade their airport. I have a very sensitive nose. If the particular plAce does not have good ventilation. I will be sneezing all the way. Let's set aside the ventilation of the airport. I love the service and the hotel that I stayed in. It's really amazing. The hotel is so much nicer and the room is spacious and comfortable. Addition there are a lot of channels you can watch from your room. The hotel is so much different from the world outside. Well, it's not so bad after all. I have a upcoming driving test. But I have not been going to lesson lately! Oh no, go with a calm heart and maybe this time round I'll be able to pass haha .

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2011-07-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

National day is around the corner... I guess everyone should be excited for the goodie bag, as well as the fireworks. I love fireworks , Even though they are Not ever lasting, but we Always cherish and treasure every time when we see them. It's like money flying all over the skies, and after a moment they are gone. They took our taxes and earn as much bonus every year. So I guess this is one of our reward by showing us the wonderful fireworks every year. In the past I always look forward national day parade. But after what I saw ! What I read, what I encounter, somehow I am not that excited anymore. Whatever it is I am still happy that Singapore has come this far. No doubt what government has done for us, for singaporens, he has done his part. Today I was on the expressway on the way to school, of coz the jAm definitely starts around 5.30-7-30 or longer... I was in the cAr, and (zoom zoom zoom ) there are a lot of motorcycles passing by.. It seems that they Are rushing room. I believe they are going back home to Johor. In my heart I was thinking why must they make themselves so miersable , waking up so early in the dAy, come all the way to Singapore, just to work, and rush all the way back home to Johor when they finish work. I come to understand Singapore living standard is very high, and that the exchange rate is almost 2 if we change to ringget,
ThAts why they try to save as much as possible , and they can see their family everyday too. I find them really amazing and hardworking. Living standard is so high nowadays. Actually as long we are contended in life, even though money is important in our daily life, as long our family is safe and healthy , nothing is more important than them.

2011-07-18T22:09:00.003+08:00

i'm in japan right now, i feel so bloated despite the fact i ate super little today. perhaps i drank too much water. the weather is super duper hot! oh gosh, it's hotter than singapore. Seriously after working for 3years in this job, i am somehow getting tired of this job. Actually i should say i never love my job in my first place. But i have actually endure it for 3 years. can you believe it? Even though i do not like my job, but i have lots of time for myself to do the things that i actually love:) since young, i love singing, and this has not stop me doing it even till now. in fact i bought my own microphone at sim lim, the other day. My dream and something i wanna do will be having a music studio of my own. i believe i can achieve this big dream of mine:)
sometimes when you have no direction in life, you do not know what to do. you feel lost. but this is definitely part and parcel of life we have to go through. i believe with all the little setbacks in life, we will tend to become stronger.

2011-07-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

What will you do when you are feeling down?
What will you do when you are feeling, depressed ?
What will you do when you are agitated?
People will do different things to make themselves feel better
But what's yours?
Some people will drink till they are dead drunk because thats the only time they do not have to think of anything else.
Others will splurge on things that they don't even use at All and when they realize it it's too late to refund back
Some people will do funny And strange things that they seldom do. This is one of the way to let out your frustration.
Everyone has their own frustration their anger their unhappiness
But I do hope we do not live in this world for too long
Because it doesn't make ourselves look good and it doesn't reflect good in us
People definitely look better when they are happy and cheerful. No one likes a angry boss neither a frustrated boss
We just got to accept each and other weakness. As no one is perfect we should not always complain about this and that ,but to look into their beauty side. People always tend to neglect this and always zoom into our so call evil side if of us.
I believe everyone hAs their good And bad. We just got to keep improving ourselves and prevent ourselves getting into the evil side if us.
This is definitely not a emo post. It's just something that we tend to neglect into out daily life.

Weekend is coming say cheers !!!!:)

2011-07-13T21:40:00.003+08:00

I was reading yahoo news and I found out that there is another dead body found In serangoon reservoir. I wonder what else will be next. Crime rate has increases and I realize that Singapore is no longer the safe country or city anymore. And if you have been reading the news. The dead body are usually not singaporeans. The population are increasing , and sadly to say there are not singaporeans As well. I welcome tourist to come over to Singapore to increase our economy. But too much may not be a good idea. Are all these causes made by the casino in Singapore? Yes they create more jobs.. But they definitely increase more bankrupty. I hope thats not the reason. I hope Singapore will be better place.

2011-07-07T11:07:00.002+08:00

just reach london not long ago:) was totally exhausted because i only get to rest for 3hr after we finish the second meal service. perhaps its has been a long time since i do my long flight.furthermore i don't eat on board , mayber thats why.. i need a super duper leg massage man. have no idea why as times goes by, as a infant, you grow up slowly to become a kid, slowly to teenager, than to adult.. Have you reaiise as times goes by, when you get older , you tend to become more mature.. you tend to think of others before yourself. everyone is your priority except yourself. maybe this doesnt apply to everyone.. but at least i'm one of them. when i was young, i always tend to complain here and there...but as times goes by, eveything changes, i changed too. if i have the ability to turn back the time, maybe everything will be perfect.. but in life , i believe everything happens for a reason , that's why people changed for the better.. everyone are given a chance to do what they want, but if they screw it up, than we got to face the consequences ourselves, we can't blame no one. but i believe live is still in our hands, with hard work and determination, everything is possible.:)

i was watching this youtube video, and i hope one day i can sing like her, the song just goes through my heart.

2011-06-28T17:27:00.002+08:00

i had a nightmare on sunday night. it was the scariest nightmare i ever had. somehow i am already immure to all the nightmare i had. But however this is different from all the nightmare i had always. Perhaps, maybe it's time for me to find out the real truth. anyway with all the bad things aside, i felt myself recently prone to injury.. either i will fall down when i was walking, or i will hurt myself when i was working. i guess i got to be more careful in future.

2011-06-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

Today i fall down from the stairs in front of comfort driving centre. It was my mistake, for not being more cautious enough when i was walking. It was painful, definitely. I was thinking , if it was a bad omen for me. However thinking about that, it was just an accident. Today i fail my driving lesson. It was not due to any blind spot, any striking of kerb, any immediate failure. It was because of the lane that i have turn in. i was the first vehicle. At the moment of time, i kept thinking which lane should i turn later? i knew i had to turn to the outer most lane, but instead i turn to the second one instead. i made a mistake, i blame no one, and i did it the second time when i went back again. Today i learn a new lesson. i got the urge to stop taking the test anymore. i got the urge to stop learning in the future. it's just a driving test, it's not the end of the world. it's not as if i fail the test, the world will collasp, the time will still be running. it's part and parcle life. i should not blame myself. i should tell myself the next time i go for test again, i should know everything. i should not be asking myself the same question again, just like today. it's a lesson learnt today. i will definitely not occur the same mistake again, and i will definitely make sure i will make it this time. this is the way it is! so everyone, if you ever fail in doing something, do not start crying or blaming yourself for it. know what's the mistake and learn from it. improve yourself even better so that you will become a better person. Nothing is impossible, i believe with the never say die spirit , you will definitely succeed one day.

2011-06-21T00:21:00.003+08:00

If you can turn back the clock, if you can turn back the time, what will it be?
If I can turn back the time, I would wish I would not even exist in this world. Being a infant is the best. Why? No worries, no problem, stress free, you won't have to bother about all the adult stuff, because being a infant, what you got to do is just to cry and everyone will be coming to you. No one will scold you, no one will talk bad about you, no one will hurt you because everyone will be protecting you. Being a infant is like you are a king. You can get what you want. I believe everyone has the same thought as me. Of coz, this is the whole growing process. Everyone has to go through it. This is when we learn. Growing up process is a wonderful thing, you meet wonderful people, you have your love ones, you have a good family. I wish happiness for everyone in the world. In my life, I am glad to have my family, especially my mum whom I loved and respect a lot. In my life I have come across knowing a lot of people. Definitely there are some regret here and there, but theres one thing I can proudly say I did the right thing. So what thing? To have Mr Huin come in my life. He has made it beautifully when I had my darkest moment in my life. He made it everything possible for me. Of coz there are some misunderstanding. But these are nothing compare the things that we have gone through together. I am not going to write in detail what we have go through, he knows it. But I just wanna thank him for making it wonderful. He has finish a chapter of my life. A wonderful and excellent one. Thank you boyfriend.

2011-06-17T13:01:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu cough and bad headche. recently people around me are having the same sickness as well. i urged everyone to drink more water because the weather is really scorching hot nowdays. yesterday i read one article regarding puppy being roasted in china! they are so called roasting a live puppy with a open fire! HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO CRUEL TO DO SOMETHING TO A SMALL LITTLE PUPPY?? this is simply gruesome. I feel so sorry for the puppy.. whatever it is, the god is watching. i hope she will get what she deserve in due time.

2011-06-11T18:42:00.002+08:00

Just came back from new zealand today. i am so exhausted man. But i was happy because i was given a very good development form from my superior telling me i am good at my work. keep it up!:) i must admitted that when i started this job it doesn't turn out to be as nice as it seems to be, but gradually , i'm used to it already,. my dad lost his voice , it makes me heart pain to see him like that.

today i read a article about a singapore airlines girl being rape by a hong kong nepalese waiter.
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A Nepalese waiter has been accused of raping a Singapore Airlines air stewardess on a yacht in Hong Kong.

The accused, 21-year-old Gu Lun, appeared in court and insisted that he was innocent and admitted having sex with the 23-year-old stewardess only because she flashed her chest and seduced him first.

A DJ, whom the woman knew through her frequent visits to the Beijing Club in Lan Kwai Fong, had invited her to a promotional party on a yacht on 27 June last year.

She went with three girlfriends and got very drunk after having vodka, red wine and beer. However, the next morning, she woke up with some pain on her lower body and found herself someone else's home.

After a check with her friends, she realised that she had been sexually assaulted by a Nepalese waiter and she filed a police report.

According to media reports, the woman was on an annual visit to see her relatives in Hong Kong.

Last July, a Singaporean exchange student in Hong Kong was also sexually assaulted by three Nepalese men after she had been drinking in the fashionable Lan Kwai Fong district
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well, if you wanna drink, don't get drunk, if you want to get drunk, make sure you are with someone who is trustwothly enough to protect you. we can show some sympathy to this woman who is being raped. But, if you dont get totally drunk in some place that you seldom go, and you know that it's such a complicated places, you are just inviting trouble , isn't it? what done has been done, what done cannot be undone,

2011-06-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

there are always never ending chores at home. i change my driving instructor. today is my first day of lesson. Seriously speaking he is very good. He spot all my mistakes and correct me whenever i occur the same mistakes again. He is so much better than my previous instructor. If anyone of you have not take your driving test yet, u can contact me for more details for instructor number.:) today i went to the market and buy some ingredients to cook lotus soup today. if you guys are interested in cooking lotus soup, these are some ingredients you can get.

Ingredients
(Serves 3)
400g lotus root, scrubbed, peeled and sliced thinly
1/2 chicken, skin removed and blanched in hot water for a few minutes
4 pieces Huai Shan (you can get it in medical store)
1/2 carrot, sliced or cut to chunks
20 red dates(as you wish)
2 tsp wolfberries
1.5 liters water
Salt (optional)
honey dates(2) optional

Brew for at least 3hour if you want the soup to be extremely tasty :)
trust me , super duperb tasty :)

2011-06-02T00:01:00.003+08:00

Life is so short
Life is like a sea
It's not always that smooth
There are Ups and down
We go to know how to overcome it

2011-05-27T19:40:00.002+08:00

i'm in brisbane, and it's quite chilly here, but still better than singapore hot hot weather:) looking at those singing video really makes me envy them even more. i will defenitely be someone one day:) that day i was still playing my piano, and i realise i haven get rusty yet:)

one day i am going to sing like that, or even better than that, i believe with hard work, more effort, you definitely can see results:)
have you heard celine dion i surrender? it's amazing, i find this video not bad, of coz the original is still better.. but it's one of my favourite:)

2011-05-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

recently i am training on this particular song. hmm, no matter how hard i try, it just doesn't seems right. i feel so irritated when i can't get it right. no matter how hard it is, i will definitely try to get it right. It is so difficult .. but i tried my best! It's sing by alin.

2011-05-26T11:53:00.002+08:00

I'm going to create a new blog but its comes with a password this time round. :) thats all folks;)

2011-05-23T22:05:00.001+08:00

Lying down on the bed, trying to fall asleep when I got to wAke up at 2.30am that's really early..hAve you ever occured to you that communicating to your parents is a stressful thing to do? I have no issue communicate with mum. In fact I love her. It just maybe a bit difficult with my dad. But of coz I love him too. I believe everyone are closer to either mum or dad. To those single parents, they can just focus on one. Actually I hate to accept the fact that there is no chance or room for negotiation. Till now, I'm still unable to do it.
I love my boyfriend. Seeing him working so hard just for the sake for our future makes me feel blessed:) I'll definitely support him whatever he is doing . I believe in him. Seriously I can't wAit to have my own house with him together:)

2011-05-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

i dont wanna talk anymore about the election because it's over. the results are finalize and there is nothing we can do about it. But i want to say i am proud to be a ALJUNIED CITIZEN.:) I am total confident in Mr Low Thia Khiang. i believe he will do well for for us in this 5years. i'm in south africia right now.. well, they are very popular in their lion park and safari tour.. so if next time u happen to be here, please do visit! My dear boyfriend is studying hard for his last paper this thursday. he is giving himself so much stress. What i can do is not to disturb him and to support him all the way:) that's why i am here entertaining myself. haha In singapore , A cert is really important. without this paper, you simply can't go anywhere or basically do anything. A degree in singapore is actually very common nowsdays. And because of this , a degree holder will definitely say they it's hard to find a job in singapore. Actually , finding a job in singapore is actually very easy.. it's just maybe the pay is not that fantastic...but everyone has to climb from the bottom to the top , isn't it? there are so many foreign talent in town right now. it's like wherever you go , you won't feel that you are actually in singapore. Sometimes i feel i am in china, indonesia , japan, korea, malaysia.. bla bla bla.. It's like you do not have to pay to go overseas, because they are everywhere... Even when you are shopping, the service crew may be one of them too! my bonus is coming, i can't wait to get my bonus and put it in my savings! for rainy days,, haha

2011-05-04T01:25:00.003+08:00

Allright i am still awake when it's already like 1.25am in the morning. i have no idea why am i so engrossed in the election news lately. Because it's about my country, it's concern about my home, my future, my country ! i finished reading the news, watching all the you tube video relating about the election. In the past, i have not been so involved in election, news, etc.. but maybe perhaps it's because of the influence of my boyfriend. Initially i felt this doesn't really concern me that much.. but right after what he have explained to me all the policies, what is happening around me during this past 5years, i come to realize that yes, i should know more and get to know more about this. and so i started to read the news everyday, watching all the youtube videos regarding about the election.. and to make sure i vote for the right person. the person who can give me a secure future, , the person who can fulfill our needs for us, the person who truly care and take care of us. the person who can give us a better cost of living.

okie, i was looking through the video in you tube, the new candidate nicole seah, who is only 24, is really good. i am impress by her speech and the way she present herself.

and this is another video also one of the new candidate in PAP. Tin Pei Ling.27. this is one of her speech. and a lot of people are comparing her with nicole. i don't want to judge over here.. but let's just see ourselves. this is one of the video stating that singapore education is very low.

below is one of the video asking them what is their biggest regret in life..

2011-05-04T01:14:00.002+08:00

I am very enraged. i want to vote this saturday 7may 2011. But i'm suppose to work. i'm on flight. i approach them , thinking that they will do exception case for me. but what i get from their reply was" i can't do anything to help you even if you want to vote. you are the first one to come to me saying that you want to vote. if everyone comes to me saying they want to vote, than who is going to work that day?" look work is important, but are you trying to tell me election is not important too? it's for our future, and you are taking off my human rights? since i am the first one to tell you i want to vote, than why you don't want to give me a chance to vote on this important day for singapore? Seriously speaking, this is not a major problem that they can't help me. i believe this can be done if they want.

2011-05-02T23:20:00.006+08:00

This Saturday is a big day for Singaporeans. Everyone who is above 21 needs to vote. every vote is very important as every vote counts. This year, i went to one of the rally and witness the amount of people who are present that day. It's unbelievable only when you witness yourself. Everytime when the speaker said something from Singapore point of view, the crowd will cheer loudly. Worker's party or PAP? The hot topic for Singapore will be OPPOSITION OR PAP. who will you vote for? Has the government done enough for us for the past years? I believe everyone has receive the money given by the gov. I went for the worker's party rally on Saturday at bedok stadium , and it was filled with people. Trust me, the atmosphere was like watching a concert..audience holding posters waiting patiently for them to arrive. they said this, why do they give us the money only one week before the election? why not giving us on festive seasons? why the GST increase to 7% and they only given 0.4% to the poor , what happen to the rest of the money? where does it goes to? no one has an answer for this.

this year, the hot spot will be at alijunied GRC. it will be a tough fight i believe.

They say voting is confidential, the serial number is just to make sure everyone only vote once, and not twice.

i don't really have much comment on this year election. but what i know is we can see from ourselves how singapore grow from this past 5 years. has the standard cost of living increase? decrease? or mantain? just vote wisely and do not regret your decision. our future lies in our own hands..

this is one of the worker's party Mr low thia khiang speech in bedok stadium.

2011-04-27T16:44:00.002+08:00

Do you think singapore is safe? I always thought so. Recently there are so many murder case around. how can that be? Especially train stations. people commit suicide , mother killing own children, gansters fight.. bla bla bla. singapore use to be a safe country. i can't say there are no crime. but it's definitely one of the lowest crime in the world wide world. But i have no idea what happen to the society recently. is it because the world is ending? god gave you a life, but they choose to abandon it. why? there are so many things that are yet to be done. some struggle to live till the end of their last breathe, some choose to end it with a spilt second. treasure your life. make life to the fullest. you never know life can be full of surprises!

2011-04-27T16:31:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long break for me. you know in life, u will bound to have some ups and downs. sometimes it's hard to control your feelings in front of people around you. You are sad, but you controlling not to cry.. you are smiling, but deep inside you , you are tearing badly. sometimes i always ask myself, why human got to go through all the painful experiences? sometimes it's so painful that you blame the whole world for everything. But have you realise something? it's actually nobody's fault. it's you! When you fail to get something what you want. it's not you are not good enough,. it's not you are the worst of all. it's because you are not fully prepared. that's why u failed. Nothing is impossible. action speaks louder than words. so if u really want something badly, do it!

2011-04-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

Have you guys suffer a failure before? Have you guys fall from the top to the bottom? Have you guys have so much expectations in yourself but fall badly? Have you guys got so much confidence in yourself but did not know you will lost totally? Have you guys even thought of losing? i have. Everyone has failure, but it depend how you see it. It depend how you handle and manage it. yes you did fall, but can you get up yourself again? Can you do it once again and let everyone know that they regret for not choosing you? of coz you don't feel good initally, it's natural and it's part of parcel of life. but you got to learn how to get back on your feet again. You got to be stronger and better than before. show everyone how much have you grow, show everyone how much have you improve. let them know how great and stunning you are. show them!!

still it's easier said than done. but we definitely can do it.

2011-04-19T18:37:00.002+08:00

i'm going for another audition on thursday. I'll hope i get into finals. And if i do, i will make sure i work hard for the first position. :) Haven really been practising , but i'll give my best.:) Have i told you i went for singing lesson again? yes, this is my second time learning but from a different instructor. i believe i can learn a lot more than him. In fact i know much more things i did not know in my previous music school. If u guys are interested in enrol in music school. u can try this. MUSIC INN. They just got established. I LOVE THE PLACE, OF COZ MY INSTRUCTOR AS WELL!

http://music-inn.com.sg/
this is their website , do check it out!
other than vocal lesson, they do have pop piano , guitar as well!

i'm sydney again. yeah, yes ! urgh.. it's a nice station, but i drag myself out of the bed eariler just to get some food, because almost all the shops close at 6pm! haha funny huh... if singapore is like this...

2011-04-17T02:34:00.002+08:00

Today is my first year anniversary with him. Happy 1st year anniversary dear. i hope we can celebrate every anniversary together. i just want to thank him for all the little things that he has done for me. thank ==you!:_)

2011-04-16T02:25:00.002+08:00

Someone hit and run today. okie, no one was injured but the car licence plate was drop off. And scratches!! Apparently we did not know who it was because are not there during the incident happen. However a kind soul saw this and wrote a note to us. We made a police report but the car licence plate was incorrect. According to the statement given by the witness, she said it was a female driver. AT that point of time she was trying to reverse, and she knock into our car, and after she knock down the licence plate, she quickly did a 3point turn and run away. why on earth did this happen? urgh, we only know it's a black hatchback , and the licence appear to be SGP9101. other than that, we are clueless. i really want to thank the kind lady who provide us the details, though the car plate number was wrong. Seriously, i guess the lady who knock into our car did not have a licence. Because the space is big enough to turn, or even reverse. unless you do not know how to drive! I really hope i can find the driver, i hope the police will be able to search for us.

2011-04-15T02:40:00.002+08:00

it's 1/4 of the year again, soon it will be half, and than another year will be gone just like that. And Just before the world started right from the beginning again, i always ask myself this question. what have i done for this year. Have i done something useful or have i become a better person ? we have been always judging ourselves. we are always busy with our work, striving hard to earn more and more money. And yet we tend to neglect the people who are close to us. And have you realise that the closer you are with someone, you tend to give lesser care and concern compare to the one that you seldom contact. why? Just because we see each other everyday? But u never know when the person is going to leave you . when he/she do. you will find that it's hard to accept the sudden impact that he/she is leaving you. And you find yourself guility when it's too late. However human are just like that. No reason to explain that. are you one of them? no? think again before you answer me.:) i'm really exhausted , it's 3am in the morning and i just cook for my bf who come back from work.. poor him i'm going to say hello to bed:) see ya

2011-04-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

I cooked the favourite soup that he love to drink.:) i pick it up from the internet.:) i have less than 2 weeks for my driving test. however my driving instructor doesn't seems to care about me. despite me calling several time to book for a circuit , he did not call back. sadly to say, i seriously hope i can go through this with a one time pass. other than this, i receive a news from my mum today. i don't want to mention but i'm not really happy to receive the news. i hope she is really fine.anyway , i hope i'll be in the finals :) today i am speechless.

2011-04-08T14:25:00.002+08:00

i'm at dubai right now, waiting to get back home as soon as possible. okay, i'm going to say a very disgusting thing, i just shit, and i feel damn shoick! haha if i stay one month in dubai , i guess i'll slim down by 10kg? haha i survive myself eating jus bread and drinking water. well well...it's going to be a long day for me later, as i'll be working overnight. that day i was chatting with my boyfriend, and we keep discussing about the end of the world, 2012. so far, none of our friends believe what we perceive. we search through the internet, we watch discovery channel, we saw videos , we have enough evidence about the end of the world in 2012. well, still if it's the end of the world, what do you want to do most? will you just wait at home and die? or will you do everything just to survive? allright enough of the end of the world. i just read this article from yahoo news. recently there are a lot of news regarding about army boys. i believe everyone should have know by now. the maid was carrying the so called "nsf" bag walking on the street. it was on stomp and the topic was bring up if the maid should fight for the country as well. Now the latest news is "Relatives of NSF'S girlfriend convicted of assault" A 19 year old guy lee poh kiang dated a 14year old girl despite of the family's objection. In the year, the dad, uncle and four other men took his cellphone and abducted him to a cemetery at midnight. the group threw physical punches who was 17than, than threathen to kill him with a samurai sword. lee reported the incident to the police. the men will be sentenced on 21april. Their accomplies, who are unidentified , remain at large. if you go the main page of yahoo news, you can read all the funny comment that others gave.

2011-04-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

i'm totally exhausted with my mini little rest i got these days... before i know my off days are over, and i got to work again. And guess what i got to wake up 2am singapore time to work..but i'm fine coz i'm going back home!:) finally, home sweet home with my sweet weekend off.:) something happen recently, and i realise how fragile i can be. I have no idea what happen but everything is okie for now, and i am more certain what i want in life right now. i read the news, and i realise one of the cabin crew in singapore airlines passed away with a heart attack. he is not even in his 40s. see. how fragile life can be. i'm pretty sure his family must be really depressed.. well.. i do not know if life is predicted, but i still believe life is in our hands.. i always remind people around me that the world is ending, but no one seems to care about me and they think that it's a joke again. well, live life to the fullest i must say. do not regret what you have done, and if u have not do something that you always wanted to do, than do it now and don't regret in future!

2011-03-19T03:46:00.017+08:00

beloved shan and rachel

it's like 3.46am in the morning and yet i'm not asleep yet, my gosh, i am putting my mask right now, so that i can be pretty pretty when i see my dear boyfriend tomorrow:) have you guys visited the night safari? if you have not, than you have to! For a first visit, i would definitely rate it 3.5star. My favourite stop will be definitely the flying bats. it is very exciting as you got to go into the enclosure where all the bats are. they are flying around, and i mean anywhere! i was screaming away , hiding behind my boyfriend. But it was fun!:) Next i love the tram ride, i am so close to the animals! of coz not that close to tiger , if not i'm won't be here writing my blog:) On the tram, there will be a so called DJ explaining all the different type animals, so we will have a better understanding of them. p.s: please have your dinner before heading there, as the food there is really expensive. One cup of milo can cost you 4bucks! okie dokie, i really got to sleep before the panda eyes get worst! meanwhile these are some night safari picture:)

2011-03-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today i decided to wash the bedsheet and blanket, realise that it's time to do so.:) after that i cook dinner, wrap it up and i went off to deliver food to my boyfriend.:) finally i master the soup that his mother always cook for him. Though his mum still cook the best, but he told me it's almost the same! haha :) bought bird nest for sister , because i'm going to have another niece or nephew!:) so excited:) yesterday my boyfriend met with a car accident. of coz the car is damaged , but as long he is fine , nothing else matter. health , safety is more important than anything else. nothing else matter. you can have all the money in the world, you can have the best thing in the world wide world, but if something happen to you, we can't celebrate but to live in panic. Just like japan, i doubt anyone in japan want to have wealth. they just want to have peace , and most importantly, the nuclear plant is in control. i hope everyone is safe and sound.. i hope there won't be any additonal numbers of death. let's pray.

2011-03-17T19:29:00.002+08:00

I'm not a news person, but everyday i have been watching the latest news update from channel news asia, CCN, website, just to update myself what is the latest update in japan. Seriously this is really critical, and i am really worried about japan. Some people say it's karma for them, some say it's the world ending, some say it's just mother nature, i don't know.
what i am concern about japan is the nuclear plant. i seriously hope the radiation level has gone down, or there is still hope about the nuclear plant.

Japan's Emperor Akihito said this : "I sincerely hope that we can keep the situation from getting worse" i believe the world is praying for this to happen too.

Initally there is cooling system in the nuclear plant, but right now it has been destroyed. of coz there are still hero among us. there are 50hero who went in and help to prevent the overheating and meltdown of the nuclear plant.

For those who have received the messages that asian has been affected, when u are out please bring an umbralla , because the rain is acid , bla bla bla , please do not believe , it's a hoax, it's not real. i do not who is spreading all the fake news, but it has definitely share a part of adding unease over the unfolding crisis.

2011-03-17T01:20:00.002+08:00

Magnitude 6.0 earthquake hits eastern Japan

japan earthquake is getting worst , in fact i am worried about the nuclear radiation, i really hope it won't explode so that no more people will get injured...let's all pray for japan

2011-03-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

In london right now,will be back tomorrow evening, can't wait to reach singapore seriously.. there are lots of kids clothing , and they are dirt cheap! 1pound which means $2 sin. bought a lot of clothing for my nephew and my boyfriend's niece and nephew too. :) going for singing lesson this sunday, with my boy, haha well to well i know how the singing lesson goes, but just to go through all again with him:) sometimes i wonder, how to mantain a relationship or marriage? why people can say "yes i do" but in the end they still seperate in the end. for those in relationship, why some people tend to have one or more bf/gf ? and they will claim that they are actually searching for the right one. i do not know, i can't apprehend that either. i seen all kind and sorts of people when i go to work. irritating, funny, annoying, naggy, stupid, blur, etc..but one thing for sure i do not trust anyone of them. u can joke and chit chat among each other, but u can't get serious about them, there are exception but mostly they are not. whatever it is, i just got to don a mask everytime i see them. that's me.

2011-02-26T16:04:00.003+08:00

Is the world really going to end? Is that the truth? there are a lot of rumors and evidence that the world is going to end in 2012. i was reading the news and i came across this earth quake. 6.3 magnitude quake cause great damage to chirstchurch.one third of christchurch city faces demoliton after an earthquake and kill at least 123 people. sadly, it may not be able to hold the rugby world cup. it's good to read news so that we know what is happening around us.. but i do not want to listen news like earthquake, flooding, people dying, bla bla bla..

i come across this website http://www.2012warning.com/ it state when the world is going to end. the countdown is 663days.. do you know mayan calendar ? perhaps many of us aware of mayan but not many people truely know what is meant and how it works.they claimed dec21 2011 , the world is going to end. Mayan predicted that the world is going to end , and they stop doing the calender for 2012. i really can't imagine what will happen if the world is going to end.. that why students are still going to the school? why people are still thriving hard for hard for their future? there are so many disaster happening recently, isit a hint for us? well, we should not freak out! is it doomsday for us? well, whatever it is, we should enjoy our life to the fullest, and treasure people around us, because nobody can predict the future.. whatever it is, let's not worry about the future and enjoy life to the fullest!:)

2011-02-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

remember i told you guys i wanted to get a licence this year? i passed my final theory! and i am going to get my driving test in april:) cross my finger:) i did not study the theory book at all., but you guys can go ahead for www.singaporetest.com and purchase the trial test. you will definitely pass! today i waited for like 1hr for the PDL . they only open 2counter, which i think it's pointless coz there are so many people over there! only when it's near to closing time, they open another one! urgh

2011-02-25T20:55:00.003+08:00

On 22nd feb 2011,
i had my best birthday on this day.. i celebrate with my dearest precious boyfriend. :) Though it was simple, but it was wonderful. I celebrated with my family , i got to eat my favourite strawberry cake this year, in fact i ate 3 cake !:) i blow 3 candles in total:) i am super blessed. i got so many wishes on my facebook wall:) it was really sweet:) i went through the website and found out that tioman is a nice island.. thinking it might be good for the both of us, i book the resort for 2 nights.:) however to my discomfort, it was not what i expected. it was really disappointing. the website state that there are lots of activites and kararoke, but upon arrival, there are none except snorkeling. I book a deluxe room, but it appear to be scary to me. the scenery is amazing , but there are no stars at night, and we can't find any night activites to do. the food was nice and cheap though... thinking that it will spoil our second day, we decided to switch to bintan resort the second day:) it was crazy yes i guess so, but it was a correct decision..:) going to tioman island is a hassle, it was a very long journey.. we hire a driver to drive us to mersing, and we took a ferry there.. taking about the ferry, it was horrible, 70% of the people in the boat vomited. it was unbearable and i wish i never board in the first place.. poor dear dear vomit after that.. so we decided to switch to bintan:)

Bintan lagoon resort, i totally recommended everyone to visit there. travelling time is less than an hour. they have their own ferry and it was comfortable. there are no sign of nausea or discomfort during the journey:) The staff are nice and friendly, so much better than tioman.,. there are free transport to the resort and welcome drink are provided upon arrival. no complain for the room at all. knowing it was my birthday, they gave me a fruit basket :) sweet huh:) our first stop is 1) ebike. it's like mini motorbike that can travel without riding. of coz the speed is not as fast as the real bike. but it was fun. there is a tour guide guiding us around the resort, and it was so relaxing. it's only $18 per person. after that we went for buffet dinner at the lobby. there are lots of choices and it was fantastic:) buffet dinner is a bit expensive still worth it:) 38 per person. Our last activity for the day was karaoke .. they gave us the whole big room .. but! the system is not fantastic at all. well we can't expect that much right:) the day before we check out we went for free buffet breakfast.. wanted to try the jet ski but sadly the sea water is not that smooth for jet ski, so we change to ATV. it's like a big big motor car that can go through jungle.:) it was a bit ex $88 for 2 person but definitely worth the price! it was very exciting , we went through jungle up and down, oh gosh, there are so many times that i thought i am going to fall but actually i;m not:) we tried the archery as well, this was my first time and it was fun! of coz i did not hit the centre of the board but close!:) after that we went back to the hotel and get ready to check out. though it was short, but i really enjoyed myself throughout the whole journey with him.

overall i had fun in bintan more than tioman.. so guys please do check the resort if all the activites are available , if not u'll get disappointed like me :)

2011-02-16T03:38:00.002+08:00

happy V day everyone.. hope you guys enjoy this special day with your love ones. i celebrate my v day earlier , i plan the programme, and i am glad that he like it.:) i'm in munic now, went out alone and to my surprise, i made it! though i took the wrong train, and it bring my to the end of the station:) The main languange here is german.. everything here is german, and i got to use my memory to figure out where am i going, haha nevertheless , i had fun.. actually sometimes being alone is not a bad thing afterall.. of coz i would love him to be with me.. but it's okie:)
i got to do a shuttle tomorrow, and i am going to put my best mask to deal with hypocite people. i'm not mad actually, no point getting pissed, because it will just spoil my day, haha i can't wait to be back home coz i wanna celebrate my badae!:)

2011-02-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

today is the third day of chinese new year. so how you guys celebrate chinese new year? As usual i went my grandpa house on the first day of chinese new year:) it seems that the amount of kids are increasing one after another. But the more the merrier! :) But somehow something is missing..i hate to send people off, especially on chinese new year, when everyone have to be together, but i have to send people off to overseas , knowing i can't celebrate happily together. i don't like this , but i got to learn to adapt this. got to learn to accept it. i'll try..

this year i had 2reunion dinner, one with my mum and one with my boyfriend family..
it's amazing to see how close, how blissful can one big family be.. everyone are so united.. it's like table and chair, without either one of them is like incomplete.. but my boyfriend's family are so complete.. the dishes are cook by his grandmother.. all the food looks damn nice... i love the steam fish , and the soup.. it's the first time i got back the homemade food and family feel again. i feel so blissful.. everyone sitting together.. having dinner together..that feeling is fantastic.. :)

2011-01-29T16:03:00.003+08:00

chinese new year is around the corner... have you guys purchase all the goodies? i went to chinatown yesterday.. it was 11pm, but we can't find any parking slots! it was frustrating, and i even suggest to come again on eve of reunion dinner .. to see the fireworks again:) he said it will be worst than xmas day coz it will be damn crowded :) everyone are busy preparing the buying all the food.. because on the first day of chinese new year, almost all the shop in singapore will be closed.. so we got to stock up our fridge to fill our stomach on chinese new year:) this day will be lots of fun, gamble, drinking.. bla bla bla:) and of coz not to forget the red packet.. those who are still single will be able to get red packet from those who are married. it's good to collect all the red packet, but it means we are still single, and the elderly will ask when are we getting married, what are we doing... bla bla bla.. still, i still prefer chinese new year because this is the only time everyone get together again. usually we are so busy with our worklife and bla bla bla..so this is the only time everyone will gather together, and talk about what have we done for the past year..:) and i am excited for the day to arrive:)

2011-01-27T16:51:00.002+08:00

i'm at sydney right now.. wanted to wake up at 1pm, so i can go out and grab some food, but who knows i wake up 4pm! oh gosh almost all the shop close at 5pm.. so i quickly get changed and reward myself some nice sushi rolls:) when i was queuing for my turn, i saw this old lady, she look messy, she walk really slowly. she looked worried. she went to the counter, whisper to the counter stuff, and not long after the staff came back with a cup of water.. and she walk away. At the instance ,i wanted to give her my food , i felt so pity for her.. suddenly i felt myself very lucky. In singapore, everyone is always complaining about how pathetic their life is, but still they get their meals daily. they get to go to school, they have their allowance everyday. Instead of feeling contended, they want more.. i guess that's life.. some people who have a healthy life but yet they are poor,.. some are very rich but yet they have a lot of sickness.. or either their own children are fighting over the family business..it's all because of one simple reason " MONEY" is that really that important? yes it is important to some extent.. without money we cannot do a lot of things, but with money , there no one else to share with your happiness , what's the point? you can have all the woman or men in the world, u can have a lot of friend with you, but do they love you because of who you are, or because your money? however sometimes no matter how unhappy or upset i am, i always try to think of the positive side of my life, thinking how lucky i am right now.. some people may not have it at all.. we got to be contended at times, we cannot have the star in the sky, but we can see the beautiful stars every night, that's more than enough, don't you think so?

2011-01-22T15:54:00.005+08:00

In case if you do know it, athens was the host city for the first olympic game in 1896. And if you have a chance to visit athens, it is a must to visit Acropolis. It is one of the best known acropolis in the world.. :)
they got huge huge bread, donuts, it's like triple size of the normal bread in singapore. and it's so cheap!

i took this in the bus , on the way to the city..

you rarely see someone selling balloons along the streets right.. there you go.. one balloons cost 5euro, which means is around $8.. i just got the urge.. but i did not:)

As i was saying i just came back from athens, i am going to show you some pictures i have taken..:)

2011-01-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

i'm back, finally:) nothing beats on coming back home. I wrote something in my facebook , i said" no matter how great or beautiful the country i might be in, it won't be complete without right beside me" do you agree with me? Working for 3years in this industry, i have been to a lot of countries, my favourite station will be hong kong, because i love the dim sum, the shopping, the environment.. bla bla bla.. In europe country, i do go sight see as well, it's amazing when you get to see all the nice buildings, the history of the country as well. Some people yearn to go there, but i have the opportunity to travel there. no doubt it's beautiful, but still i am alone, it will be great if someone close to me is there with me. i can capture all the pe3rfect moment in the world, but if my love one is not with me, i felt something is missing. Something is not right, just like when i saw snow in my room in amsterdem, the moment is significant , but in my heart i was hoping he was here with me as well. maybe to some you will not feel this way, but to me it's very important.:)

2011-01-21T02:44:00.001+08:00

one of my best friend is getting married this year, i am really happy for her..can't wait to have her wedding dinner. you know in life what do woman want in life? some woman earn big bucks, some are intelligent, are are independent. no matter how difficult or tough a woman can be, she still need a man eventually.. maybe some of you doesn't agree with me, but i felt it won't be complete without having a man beside you. he can share your happiness, your sorrow, your trouble. he is a man you can lean on, you can lean on him when you are tired, take a rest and he will take care if it. Yes we do need a man. but we need a man who we can depend on , we need need a man who will not cheat on us, we need a man who can make decision at times, we need a man who can protect us, we need a faithful man , a man who we can trust. a man who will not run away when we get into trouble, a man who will stand up for us when everyone doubt us, a man who shower us with care and love when no one else can. a man who can take care of the house when the house is upside down. a man who will love us with the rest of his life.. a man who will give us the best he can.
have you found the man?
i think i found him.. :)

2011-01-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

you know as you grow older, you tend to have more responsibility , you got to learn how to solve your problem when you have one, you got to know to face the consequences when you done something wrong. this is part of growing up. sometimes u wish u are just like a child. when you are hungry, you ask for food, when you tired , you sleep. you will never have any worries or trouble about anything except if your mummy is buying you new toys.. for us, we got worry about handphone bill, credit card bill, expenses, savings, bla bla bla..thinking when we get a promotion, how much is the bonus, how many day of annual leave, do we get overtime pay.. bla bla bla.. worry about when we will get married ? will we get a good guy, will they cheat on us, so many things to think about.. we have to keep up with the society, if not we will lose out.. this is life.. what to do.. complicated huh, sometimes i prefer to be a infant , i cry to get milk , and i sleep and sleep i don't even think about anything else ..

2011-01-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'm stuck in athens , it's actually a very nice city, but there are rubbish everywhere.. i can even find dog's shit everywhere! i have to be extra cautious when i am walking on the street. :) Due to my bad flu, i did not manage to go sight see, well though i wish to come here another time to sight see..:) if i have the time :) finally after 4 days, i am going back tml , finally back home.

2011-01-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

I got to work today , coz someone took a last minute mc, thanks for that, seriously.. i called for cab for almost half and hour but i can't get any.. it was raining heavily.. and i can't simply walked out carrying so many stuff.. well, i was not late, on the dot! haha recently i have not been eating well.. i mean, sometime when u wake up u just don't feel like eating anything, and the day just ended. I am not on a diet, but it just that eating makes me feel a hassle, which is a bad thing right ? well well.. ijust went for facial at paragon on tuesday.. i was chatting with the beautician.. and i found out that she don't comsume rice, noodles,bread nothing carbo related.. i asked her " why must you make yourself suffer? She told me she will only eat yohurt for dinner every night. even fruit she is selective.. she can only eat up to 10grapes per day... oh gosh.. the more i listen what she say i fell so sorry for her.. she told me she belong to the fat genes, so she got to watch her diet.. but what's the point of living if she got to restrict herself to this and that? she won't be happy either..and some girls can eat all they want but they don't get fat at all..urgh.. this is so irritating right.. how i wish i belong to that category. to all the girls out there, it's good to keep slim and look great in clothes, but when sickness comes to you, u definitely think that all these are actually not important at all. u can keep a balance diet by eating correctly. you can comsume rice, noodles, even ice cream! but take a small portion, not in heavy amount of food...i believe if you excerise regulary, you can kill away all the fats! okie i shall continue next time good night!

2011-01-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

Today i am proud of myself. i wake up 6am in the morning, prepare myself and took public transport to paragon for my free facial:) Usually i will take a cab down.. but fuel prices has increased, so why should we give the cab drivers a chance to earn more money? the moment when you board the cab, the meter is 2.80, and it increase by 20cents, not 10cents anymore.. in addition, when you hit the peak hour, when you hit the ERP, when you hit the midnight charge, there are simply so many charges.. and when you reach your place, you realise that initally you just got to pay 10bucks, now you got to pay extra 7 or 8bucks.. gosh.. i can eat my lunch with still money left! I promise myself if i got a licence this year, i will buy a car and drive myself around..okie lecture ended, bye guys:)

2011-01-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

can i ask you guys a question? what is a good man to you? what is a ideal partner for you?

To many girls out there, perhaps the first thing will be the appearance. And if you are not charming enough, you got to be rich.. you got satisfy the material needs for some girls out there. and if you do not fit the above 2, than i guess it's perhaps a bit difficult to find a girlfriend out there. UNLESS, you have a very sweet tooth, which some guys have... and apparently some girls fall for it.. they will say things like, " what big eyes you have..have i met you before? you do like some hong kong actoress..you have very nice smile.. bla bla bla.." haha this is amusing because when i hear this kind of comment.. i will tell them this " so am i the no.100 girl that you have comment? " and they will go uh... hesitate for a while, and go no of coz not.. some guys do not care or afraid despite the girls declare that they have a boyfriend or even if they are married. this is unbecoming, don't you think so? well we can't stop guys from doing that, but we definitely can use excuses or ways to push them away.. once they know we are not "that kind" of girls, they will eventually go away..

As for me, my soulmate got to be filial to his family, and he got to be understanding.. perhaps of my job scope, most people think that we are not "simple" "material" bla bla bla.. Normally i don't forbid guys to do the things that they normally do.. but maybe reduce him of doing it.. because if you forbid them from doing it, they will keep it from you, and eventually you guys will quarrel again.. this is not neccessary at all. I prefer my man to be faithful to me, (all girls are hoping for) i do not wish to see them holding hands, going night club with guys, and they will come back and kiss me goodnight. it's allright if they are not charming or rich.. but he got to be intelligent. thinking no matter how rich he might be, someday he will spend up all his money and end up in bankrupt. apparently, i have a very understanding and charming man with me, he is sweet faithful and nice to me. I am a very indecisive person, so whenver we are having dinner , he will take the decision and get me the food that i would love to have:) i am proud to have him as my boyfriend now, and hopefully my hubby in the near future:)

2011-01-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

it's 11jan 2011.. 11012011 ! perhaps it's a good sign:) i hate to say this but i got to say i got a very bad experience in challenger located in tampines one. supposed to be a service provider, but yet it doesn't seem like it. I always wanna purchase a netbook as my laptop crash on me. I decided to purchase at challenger since it's not that ex afterall. The sale person who attended to me was friendly, so i bought it. However to my disappointment, the colour was different when i unwrap the box. I did not want to trouble the sale people over there, so i decided to keep it. however i found out that the plug was not inside, i went back and ask if they misplaced the plug somewhere else. This particular guy search for a long time, so i told him this.
"since you can't find it, i'll come back tomorrow, allright?"
he ignore me ...and look away
so i repeated myself again..but i did not get any response..
"hello, excuse me, are u listening? did you get my message?"
he replied in a soft manner yes, and he walked away without looking at me.
i was shocked by his action.. thinking he will come back to me, but he did not..
look i am not trying to create trouble or be a complain queen.. i just want to get the charger back so i can charge my netbook.. but instead of doing anything, or even apologize to me, he told me to email acer to get the charger for the netbook...
why do i have to go all the trouble? why do i have to do this when i know they can definitely do something about it? i am a service provider myself, i know what to do and what not to do. Customer are always right.. if i am the boss of the outlet, looking at how the stuff treat my customer, i will not hesitate but to fire him right away, this is really unbecoming... I told my boyfriend about it, and he went the trouble to talk to the person in charge and i get my charger.
seriously must we do this? i hope after this incident they will learn a lesson.. for me, i will never be a customer of challenger again..

2011-01-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank this special man who has always been by my side when i need him..

2011-01-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

i just bought a new netbook for myself. well, i did not know that for netbook, u cannot change wallpaper. Though to some people it maybe a small matter, but i just thought it might be nice if i can change the wallpaper. chinese new year is just arond the corner, everyone are preparing for the festive season, somehow to me, i don't feel as excited as before. As things has changed, it's somehow not the same anymore. A reunion dinner suppose to be looking forward session, but .. well i guess i'm not going to buy any new clothes, as i have lots of new clothing that i have not wear before.. lol i wish this year will be a great year for me, everything will go smoothly:)

2011-01-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

Hello 2011 , good bye 2010!!
finally it's a brand new year again. i love it! simply love it. because it has not been a great year for me for the past 2010.. so i am so looking forward for 2011! i believe it will be a fantastic year for me:) I hope i do not have anymore nightmare.. haha:) oops did i mention that i fufill my dream of watching live fireworks with my love ones??:) i did it! it was at lesiure park.. everyone was on the road.. there were no signs of traffic police.. because if he were to catch everyone, i guess the whole of singapore will be getting that "love" letter from the taffic police.. haha funny huh:) Seriously u got to be there to capture the moment of the fireworks.. i don't think words can describe how wonderful it is to be there watching.. with your love ones.. i was blessed:) and i am glad i did not do my states flight and choose to stay in singapore:) well well what is your resolution for 2011?
i hope to get a new laptop for myself.. and i did! i got a new netbook for myself..:)
i hope to get my long long awaited licence ...
i want to have my strawberry cake this year! i know i will have it:)
i hope i can save more money!
i hope to get a dslr camera!
i hope my family will be as happy as ever..

no matter how much you earn, sometimes u realise money is not that important afterall.. u can have all the money in the world.. but without family support, without your loves one beside you, what's the point? well, if you have done things that that made someone angry in 2010, or you think you are wasting your time in 2010, than what are you waiting for? you can do it today! start today! it's never too late to start something that you always wanna do.. and do not just think, do some action aboiut it!

2010-12-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

Still in mumbai, but there is no signal for my phone at all. Have no idea what is wrong with my iphone , lucky still I have my precious I Internet , if not I guess I'm just gonna rot in the room. The hotel is really beautiful, so much different from the outdoor. So dusty, so hazy bla bla bla.. This is a country that I definitely not so keen to go out haha. Xmas gift I'll be in town, same goes to Xmas day as well, well I am blessed:) just came back from Paris visited the effile tower, itwas splendid, still I freezing man:) Gonna work soon so I am out see u in town ;)
Last but not least hPpy Xmas!!:)

2010-12-16T04:33:00.000+08:00

finall, i bought what i wanna buy in paris, and i bought something for myself too... simply love it. been out for sight seeing the whole day.. and its freezing!! but it was really fun.. maybe because the company is great:) pictures will be loaded as soon they have given me..:) been to effile tower.. it was beautiful and amazing.. when we reach, there are a lot of "bla--- people selling effile tower keychains, lighter... bla bla bla... it was really cheap.. but i bought it for someone:)
allright i shall go to bed right now because i am really exhausted.. good night

2010-12-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

In brisbane right now. down with flu and cough.. all alone.. and i got to take care of myself.. this is what i hate it.. no matter what happen in overseas, u got to take care of urself,.. u got to be independence. no one is there to help you, to do it for you. after 3years of flying, i already got used to it.. however if there is someone to take care of me in overseas, that will be a bonus..:)
My dad send me to work for this trip. sometimes i don't dare to look straight into my dad's eyes. i'm afraid i will just tear in front of him. i don't want to remind myself how much have i grown up, i don't want to remind myself how much have he aged all these years.. i don't want to remind myself when is the last time we have a family meal, or rather a reunion dinner. some people say life is fated , some people think it's all in our hand.. but sometimes no matter how hard we try.. the world will not change because of what has happen around us. the world is still spinning, i have a question for you guys, do u prefer to have lots of money or prefer to have a wonderful and happy family? i will definitely prefer to have a happy and wonderful family.. nothing can compare to have ur love ones always around you.. what's the point of earning lots of money? no one to spend with.. no one to share your joy, no one to spend the rest of your life.. however sometimes when u move a wrong step.. there will be no turning back.,. and why do you want to move the wrong step in the first place?

2010-11-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

it's snowing right now!

yeah.. haha though it's not the first time i see snow. but i'm as excited!:)

2010-11-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon everyone! i'm in amsterdem right now:) it's -3... it's freaking cold outside.. sometimes i love and hate the weather.. i love because the moment i open my mouth, there will be cold air coming out.. it's like i am smoking (though i am not) :) after a 13hrs of long flight, i am really exhausted..my gosh.. have no idea how am i going to endure the journey back.. well i got a heater in my room.. request for it.. because it's freezing..:)

this is my heater in the room:) without this i will freeze in my room:)

this is the view right outside

2010-11-23T15:41:00.000+08:00

was with my dearest nephew and my mum yesterday.. having a kid is not easy.. don't even mention bringing up the kid.. so much money money involved.. my gosh.. well well my nephew is just too cute :) i just love to carry him:) being a baby is the best.. even when u poo poo (shit) someone will definitely clear it for you. you do not have to worry anything at all.. just enjoy all the attention :)

2010-11-19T13:29:00.001+08:00

was with piggy yesterday.. went to watch unstoppable with raynie sis and piggy at vivo city.. u should catch it! this is a show that youy will definitely will not fall asleep or complain when is it going to end.. It is exciting and somehow similar to speed if u watch it before. well i will give it 4/5 star! so catch it! Finally it's friday today! weekend! just realise how long i wanted to get a driving licence but till now i have nothing.. haha okie i got to buck up!

i should be going to pubbing with piggy tonight..
and my favourite place will be at selegie area.. it's a decent area where u can sing and relax:)
i love it@:)
i realise i got addicted to singing...
I GUESS i am hopeless.. haha
waiting and waiting for my payday can't wait.:)
actually i got lots of pictures to post. but i am just too lazy..

oh ya do you know that partyworld in weekdays is actually cheaper than kbox! haha it's only 10bucks but u got to show your student pass:)

2010-11-15T10:23:00.000+08:00

finally i am back from melbourne.. i had a nice k-session in aussie..and i am surprise that the system over there is great! u can go to melbourne station,.. over there u can shop for valleygirl, jayjay all the popular aussie nice long dresses..:) u can catch a movie or go to their party world:) it is worth going there but the price is a bit steep:( going in a group will be allright.:) will be gonig to party world again:) i guess i am a singing freak.. i had to go at least once a week..if not i will go crazy:) i had very nice ba ku teh at balestier last night.. okie got to do house chores cya :)

2010-11-11T10:24:00.001+08:00

wonderful, i thought i can be back for dinner with my bf today.. however there is some engine problem in jumbo 380, so we everything got to be on delay.. how great can that be? i am suppose to be off all the way! urgh.. and why am i not 744 trained, so i can go back, and why can't they bring in 777 or 330 in? okie there is no use arguing right now. i am already stuck here, i can't go back. what can i do is just to wait for the news... hopefully i can go back as soon as possible..i just want to get back as soon as possible..:( it's not as if i know someone here, or if my sis is with me it will be much better, i will not be so lonely... allright i hope the engine will be fix as soon as possible so i can get back as soon as possible.

2010-11-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

going for work yesterday was totally different. how i do i pin down in words? it was a aussie flight as usual.. but it was a 380flight. it was very different because my sis is not there with me. i still remember my very first time in 380 was with her. really enjoyed doing flights with the one u love because u will not think that you are alone.. and today i am alone working. felt so sad suddenly, and i nearly tear.. haha stupid emo me. well it's life i guess. anyway i was reading the news and i saw this shocking news ..

((Gang armed with parangs go on slashing spree in Bukit Panjang

((Less than two weeks after the Downtown East murder of 19-year-old Darren Ng, another seven youths were slashed by parang-wielding men at Bukit Panjang on Monday night.
The victims, aged between 14 to 20, were assaulted in two separate incidents.
First, a 20-year-old assistant technician was slashed in the back and legs at around 10pm at Block 418 Fajar Road.
Later on, a group of 20 youths were surrounded and attacked near a street soccer court at Block 505 Jelapang Road — about 500 metres from the first incident.
The Straits Times reported that the attackers, believed to be a group of eight men, first asked their victims if they were from the gang “Pak Hai Tong”. When the victims denied the association, they were brutally hacked.
The gang also shouted “Sah Lak Kau” (Hokkien for “369″), the name of the gang linked to the Downtown East murder, before fleeing the scene.
The brutal attack left 20-year-old Jayasiva Shangar Guru hospitalised while the other six victims received outpatient treatment for their injuries.
Mr Jayasiva, who was walking home and was only 600m from his block, said from his hospital bed, “They asked me in Malay whether I was from the Pak Hai Tong gang… I said no.”
His response apparently did not matter as the men proceeded to verbally abuse him before pinning him to the ground and slashing him with their 16-inch long parangs.
“They pulled up my left leg and three guys started slashing me… I tried to struggle but was too shocked and helpless, I couldn’t open my mouth to shout for help,” he said.
The attack left Mr Jayasiva’s main artery and five tendons in his left limb damaged, and he is not expected to walk for the next six months. The assailants also stabbed him in the back before fleeing after a friend of his, who was jogging past, screamed for help.
Less than five minutes after that, the same group confronted a young group of about 20 youths at a street soccer court at Jelapang Road.
The group, which included a young boy who was only eight, had just finished playing soccer and were resting when they were suddenly set upon.
One of the group, who called himself Aaron told The New Paper, “None of us recognised them but they attacked us while we were sitting at the fitness corner during a break.”
The Sec 5 student added,”This group of six boys ran towards us with knives that were wrapped in aluminium foil in their hands. We thought they were fooling around, but then they said ‘Pak Hai Tong ah?’ and began hitting us before we could react.”
Another of the victims, Lucas Tan, 17, a Republic Polytechnic student, was slashed on his neck and needed seven stitches.
He said, “About seven of them were holding parangs and they whacked us. We tried to run but everything happened very fast.”
The victims have denied their involvement in any gangs.
Residents in the neighbourhood say the place is a common hangout for rowdy youth in their late teens who sleep overnight in the nearby playground.
“At times, they would hurl Hokkien vulgarities at each other in the wee hours of the morning,” said Ms Stella Koh, who has lived in Block 418 for six years.
The police are conducting investigations in to the attack.
Ng Boon Gay, director of the Criminal Investigation Department, said in a statement that such violent acts will not be tolerated by the police.
“We are determine to hunt down the perpetrators and see to it that they are dealt with to the fullest extent of the law, regardless of their age,” he added. ))

i mean what happen to singapore? It should be one of the safest country in the world. but what happened? youngests go around stabbing other innocent party. this is madness.this is scary! so is this triads leads to downtown east murder? i can't imagine if it's safe to go out nowdays. this news is really shocking to singaporean. It's jus the moment of anger and they will ruin their entire life.. is it worth? well i hope this year will past quickly.. everything seems to be not right..

2010-11-08T12:24:00.001+08:00

Finally i am back home, spending my weekend worthwhile:) today i send bf to work today. wake up at 6.30am in the morning we go all the way to boon lay..so far! haha okie we shall catch a movie and nice sweet dinner before we head home today:) do you realise that actually some activity u can't enjoy doing it with your partner? For example, you definitely can't shop with guys, esp bf, because girls will take such a long time, and eventually guys will piss off. For instance, you can't bring him go to pub or club, because he will restrict you this and that. In addition, if u guys are being for such a long time, so call "honeymoon" period is over, everything he do with you will be pointless. i mean he will think whatever it is, it's just wasting of time. man just do not know what girls want. they always think that we are fussy, we make a big fuss out of it, we are always angry for the very small little thing, we are stubborn, and they are just like the king who wants to control everything in the world. for myself, i would ask myself did i give enough attention to my guy? did i give him more care and concern for him? did i do anything wrong? should i be more understanding"? or rather than scolding and ranting at the very small thing. in a relationship, we should not compare who give more , we should reflect on ourselves , did we did enough on our part..

BUT, very happy to say, for my relationship, i am elated and contended with what i have right now. because i do not have any problem going to shopping , or pub or club. we can still give each other opinion when we are buying clothes:) he is just the man who loves me a lot:)

2010-11-02T07:40:00.000+08:00

Finally i am going back to hongkong today.. 13hrs of flight oh gosh.. bear with it gonna be over:) i bought a snapple today and the cap said the common garden worm has five pairs of hearts.. can u believe it? haha if human has 5 hearts, means they can die 5times? okie that's a joke:) went out shopping and yes i got lost again., this is ridiculous coz i walk like a blur queen for like almost 1hr . than i found the hotel.. i felt so relieved. there are so many "funny" people begging for money... it's best not to go out alone at night, coz it's dangerous... i went to cheesecake factory and drink their soup. yes only soup coz the portion is really scary!!! so soup is the only thing that i can finish it... haha:) went to macy to get some kids clothings too:) bought one for rand and cha mei:) and of coz my newphew!:) it's has been 4days already, it's tuesday, so 3more days i'll be back sin.. can't wait seriously..i miss my mr huin so much. can't wait to see him again..

2010-10-31T14:59:00.000+08:00

Finally i have finish half of my journey.. I'm in u.s.a! haha victoria secret here i am...:) it's halloween night today, and i saw many different costumes when i touch down here. It is really interesting to see how they dress for the event. i saw superman, super mario, little mermaid, snow white, even mickey mouse! haha it's really cute. nevertheless, their portion of food is really huge, i can't even finish half of it man.. oh god i guess i wanna visit the cheese cake factory tomorrow.. and i guess i am going to sleep because it's 12.07 am in the morning, but it's 3.07pm in the afternoon! how am i suppose to know when am i going to have my breakfast lunch or dinner? i guess i am going to eat when i am hungry:) It's cold in the night as well.. well well i just brought a little thin jacket which i think it will not help at all... haha can't wait to go back to hong kong and eat dim sum!:) did i mention that i went to their karaoke? they name it as newway. the system is great, many songs to choose from, and definitely it's worth the price going over there:) next time if u come to SAN FRANCISCO, remember to visit the cheesecake factory because the cheesecake simply rock!:) my eyes are heavy , good night peeps :) talk to u again:)

2010-10-28T15:26:00.000+08:00

Threw everything away and i guess finally everything is over... at least i know whenever i will be, he will always there for me. Finally i decided to go for the duper super long trip.. to hong kong than to U.S.A san francisco. Going to shop till i drop haha.. i love hongkong, especially people who knows how to speak canto. :) waiting patiently for him to finish his exam and we are going to have food!:) realise SIM is great coz i am using their computer absolutely free!!!:) Bought a new led light and fan for my lousy noisy laptop.. why does my laptop be always super duper noisy whenever i on it? urgh i hope it's not gonna spoil or explode one day.. :) at least do not die on me when i am in overseas:) u know when they say u are very certain that this is the guy for you. u will be able to feel it and know that he is your future husband or wife. do you ever had this feeling? sometimes i wanna quit my job so badly so that i can see him everyday when i off work in town. When you are going for holiday with your love ones, and when u are going there alone.. is totally different.. no matter how much u spend, how many clothes u buy, how many pictures u took, it will be still be different. it seems like something is missing somewhere.

times really flies, it's october this month, and christmas will be coming soon. soon after will be chinese new year. somehow i can't wait for chinese new year to arrive next year.. i guess it will be different from the 2years i have celebrate. i can't wait to celebrate my very first birthday with him too. I just want to cut a cake for next year coz i did not do it for the past 2years. if god send me a guardian angel . it will definitely be Mr Shan Huin.

2010-10-22T15:22:00.000+08:00

stop having nightmare please.. i heard someone talking to me ...it's a male.. and he is laughing.. creepy right.. urgh i don't care already seriously.. anyway just came back with belle sis from sydney.. super duper sweet and happy:) can't wait for nephew to come back and play with him again..:)

well. well. intro u guys one song elva.. imagine u see your b.f hugging with another woman.. what will you do?

2010-10-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

I have a very wonderful guy who loves me very much.. he is fantastic... and i am missing him right now. :)

2010-10-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

what if everything bad comes after you? one thing after another.. what if everything doesn't goes right for you? well, like i say, everything happens for a reason. it doesn't mean everything will go wrong all the way for you.. doesn't mean you will go bad luck all the way. sometimes it's a blessing in disguise. sometimes bad happens... but definitely there will be something better to replace it. we should walk ahead but not look back. we should be positive and not negative! we should be happy and not be crying over the past!:) correct:) well, i just want to tell this very close person that whatever happens i will still be there for her. in fact everyone will be there for her... trust me, it's a new chapter of your story.. and u are writer:)

2010-10-06T16:29:00.001+08:00

this morning i wake up really early just to send my bf to work. poor boy was down with flu and sore throat. yet he still insist of going for work. He is just being responsible.. which is a good thing:) okie, i guess forcing yourself to wake up early in the morning for work is bad enough. u lack of sleep, u look like zombie, u just don't care about anything in the world but just to sleep wherever u can.. am i right? haha.. allright let's go to the topic.. i was tired definitely, but well something happen made my day really bad. Bf and me waiting for the long long bus to arrive. and both of us, i should say the whole crowd saw what happen. there is very young kid, maybe primary one? mum was screaming at her, ignoring that actually there are still people around her. she bought food for him but he refused to eat it. when his mum sit on the bench, the boy just get up and walk away. well, what is his trying to show? the mum being very igitated said with a loud pitching voice:" u said u wanted yesterday night, and now u refused to eat this. i'm not one who print money. so better finish it up." the little boy just refused to obey. he is a naughty kid, seriously. i can't imagine what he will do when he grow up, when he got the strength , the ability to run around.. oh god.. and ya that practically spoil my day. after resting for so many days, well i got to work tml, finally to brisbane .. can't wait to get back to sin again.. even before i get there.. that is how i hate my job man. haha allright i just want to have a nice dinner later... cya readers:)

2010-09-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

have you ever had a dream, and u wake up having a shock? well, i do, i had a bad nightmare, and i dream of someone very close to me died. the imapct is so great that is still haunting me right now. sometimes i can't imagine how am i suppose to react if someone close to me is not around anymore. sometimes i just ask myself if they are always there for us, but that's not the case. life is ironic. when they are right in front of you, you will always take for granted. when they are really gone, not going to be with you anymore, that's the time u will regret, thats's the time you will be guilty, that's the time you will be heartbroken, that's the time u think it's the end of the world. but upon of all these, who can we blame? we can't blame anymore coz this is life. this is part of our life. i still remember when i was young, i pray to god that my parents will always be together and forever, and they will never die. well when we are young we always think of the impossible to be possible. right? that's kinda impossible but we always try to think it's the case, and we pray for mircale to come. but i guess it happens like one in a million times? well, im in new zealand right now, and it's pretty cooling right now. bf will definitely love it. the time is like 5.37pm? it's like 4hrs ahead. spore should be 1.37pm. should i have my dinner or lunch? my sleeping pattern is all messed up:) can't wait to get back to singapore again. it's sounds weird, but i am not going to sleep in my house without anyone accompany.. it's scary.. still, i want to thank my tiny spider for everything. and wherever u are, i am missin you right now. :)

2010-09-26T15:51:00.001+08:00

i want to take this opportunity to thank this very special person who is always been there for me. thank u shan. he always know how to make me smile when i cry, make me laugh when i am angry, make me happy when i am sad. he know exactly what i want and how to take care of me. thank you shan. the only guy who understand me the best.

2010-09-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Its's a great success... the bride and the groom. everything is perfect:) Belle was gorgeous. the band was fantastic. they really can sing! okie now i want to sing at my own wedding haha:) it was fun teasing and "takan" the brothers and groom.. but he really prove how much he love my sister:) i love my sister:) she is super gorgeous that night:) they had a video, so please enjoy:) i remember my sister got so emotional when she was saying her speech.. i love you mum and dad she said.

[HQ/高清 MV] 蔡依林 Jolin Tsai - 无言以对 Nothing Left to Say

2010-09-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

2010-09-21T17:40:00.001+08:00

Have you realise when you got the right guy or right man or right husband for the rest for your life? everything happens for a reason, so if something happens, don't panic, don't worry, don't be irritated, don't blame the world, don't grumble or don't be depressed. it doesn't mean that you got a lot of unhappy things come along your way, your whole life is ruin. things will be better , in life u gain some, u lose some. but all these made us grow up. we become stronger. we know who are the one who really love us most. we know who are the one who really care for us.

2010-09-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

3more days will be a super big day for my dear belle sis wedding. i simply can't wait for the day to arrive. wedding dinner is suppose to be a magnificent event for the newly wedding couple. A lot of prepartion must be done before hand. Choosing the desire hotel, tasting the dishes that will be out for the night, make sure u get lots of brothers and sister to help you for the actual day. Photographer, video cam, make sure everyone get the invitation card. oh gosh there are so many things to do!! and it's just for a night. however i guess it's all worth it. wearing the wedding dress that u dreamt of, holding the hand of your man that you want to live for the rest of your life. walking the aisle with the man that you love most.. and do you realise something? the bride is always the most gorgeous woman throughout the whole night. she look extremely blissful and outstanding that night. the smile, the makeup on her face, the wedding gown she wear, everything is just perfect for her. All the lights will shine on her, photographers are everywhere, taking pictures the very moment she steps into the ballroom. i love the attention, i love the flashes, so i am going to wait for my day :) oops, it's gonna to wait for a long time:)

2010-09-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

i just realise it's sept 11 today..

2010-09-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

my mum and sis just went to shanghai, of coz my beloved nephew too. hopefully i can change over their flight and come back with them:) it's a busy week , i hope it faster end, and i can't wait 25sept to arrive,:) Had our favourite fish and co and resident evil at marina square:) okie i nearly lost my iphone in 7eleven! oh gosh, if i lost it i will cry ! coz it was a present from him. i always did a equipment check whenever i leave any particular place. now i am thinking, when can i ever be more careful in the near future. allright that was a mistake , i make sure i will not do it again. went out with darling sylvia yesterday night too, had a great time too.

have you ever felt that staying in your house is just an empty shell? there are no one sleeping with you. have you ever fear of sleeping in your room because you had nightmare everynight? have you ever coming back to your house, thinking that someone is in your house? it sounds scary huh. well don't talk about this anymore. i'm going to get more cup noodles so that i do have to eat those so called nice dubai food.. and as usual i will camp inside my room.. lol allright that;s all readers:)

j3n

2010-09-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

I got to pin this down, seriously, because this is my very first time doing this, and this is really worst than going for any competition in my entire life. :)

on 3sept , i was working as usual, touched down at 11pm, and i rushed all the way to east coast beach hut. there is a live band there, and the music are great,:) i was standing at the kitchen , feeling super nervous. holding on the lyrics, trying to remember every single words that i am going to sing later. okie finally the clock strikes 12am, 4sept.. i went out and my mind is in total blank. on gosh outstanding, i forget what i wanna say, and not even mention the lyrics.. hahah and he got a shock of his life.. (i think so) haha he nearly spill his drink when the band mention his name shan. haha okie i sing nothings gonna change my love for you.. and i almost forget all the lyrics and sing lalala? haha if it's singing com, i'll be full of confidence , but this is a surprise for him, and thanks to his best friend yeow hwee, without him, my plan will not work at all.:) at least he got the surprise and i sing my song with the band:)

2010-09-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i blog. i'm at sydney right now, lying on the bed thinking about lots of things. How do u know if you find the right guy for you? how do you know that guy is the one u are always been looking for? how do you know you will not regret making the decision for the rest for your life? Seriously speaking, there is no right or wrong in a relationship. In life, we have to make decisions, be it big or small, minor or major, we have to do it. we do hesitate , we do impulse decisions too. but, we just got to learn the mistakes and not think about the past. well thinking about the decisions i made in my past life,

i realise i made a right decision this year. i met this particular man, this man who never fail to make me smile, this man who will always think of me, this man who will always be there for me, this man who will make sure i have my meals, this man who will go the extra mile for me, this man who will always give me a kiss whenever i see him. allright i'm in love, happily in love. Though he may not be my first love, but i am pretty sure he will definitely be the one that i say i do. :)

2010-09-02T13:48:00.000+08:00

I was using the net as usual and i came across this article which caught my attention.

""SIA crew members warned over Facebook use
Several Singapore Airlines (SIA) cabin crew members have landed in hot soup after posting ”inappropriate” work-related messages on their personal Facebook accounts.
According to The Straits Times, SIA have served warning letters to those who have been caught sharing information such as details of duty roster, their allowances and grievances with customers on board the planes.
It also include posting messages on their unhappiness with peers and superiors. One crew member even talked about his or her experience assisting at a friend’s shop.
Although SIA did not implement a total Facebook ban, a spokesman confirmed that action has been taken against those caught for “inappropriate usage of social media.”
She said, “We do not have a policy which prohibits staff from participating in social media… But our policy is clear that they must not comment on work matters about business or customers.”
“This is to protect proprietary information as well as the privacy of other staff and our customers”, she added.
Many other companies, including government ministries, have guidelines in place on the use of social media.
A spokesman for the Ministry of Information, Communications and the Arts (MICA) said, “Civil servants are allowed to participate in any media to share personal experiences on their hobbies, et cetera, that are not related to work if they do so responsibly in their own time and personal capacity.""

So SIA CREW CAN'T SMOKE IN PUBLIC, CAN'T SAY THIS, CAN'T SAY THAT, CAN'T DO THIS, CAN'T DO THAT.. SO WHAT ELSE CAN THEY DO? Does that mean that they are back to the primary schools?

A company definitely need to enforced rules and regulations, however, they should not intrude the privacy or curtail the personal freedom of the crew. They are just working, they are not celebrity like singers, actor movie star.. they are just ordinary human beings. come to say that, movie star are human beings too.why should we add in troubles and stress to them?

2010-08-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

i have no idea i should describe myself as careless, foolish, blur, or jus plain stupid. i lost wallet, lost pooh pooh , lost makeup pouch, and now i lost my phone. bravo! the best part is i still check before i leave each time i lost something. come to think of it, i use my iphone for 2years and i wanna get a iphone 4 for a long time, furthermore my iphone is going to spoil anytime , so it's a blessing in disguise? pooh pooh make me cry for a long time, and definitely guilty... what's next up, had enough, i ought to be more careful in the future. bf being really nice, and i really appreciate him to be here with me all these while. today i watch national day parade with him at uncle tom house. luckily he finish his project in time, if not i'll be really guilty man. allright, at least the whole week i'm in sin... i love my country, just can't imagine i always got to leave overseas for work.. well, talking about work i got to wake up at 6am and it's 1.46am right now, got to sleep if not i'll be a zombie later,

2010-08-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

i love my weekend, it was a exclusive weekend special.. went vivo city and watch despicable me in 3d! :) and he actually fall asleep again as usual.. haha:) allright i'm going for work so jus let the picture to finish this entry:)

2010-07-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

really beautiful...

this is what have left over my gosh i regret order this man haha

had this carbonara pasta in munic, it is so salty!!! my gosh.. and guess how much i ate?

i can't wait to go back home.. finally i am going back tml, one whole week in munic, it's a nice place but i can't speak german, i can't even communicate with them, even simple words like where is lv? where can i get food? they will just tell u i do not know, or they will just tell u the wrong direction.. and i will jus go round and round for the wrong direction, this is really irritating.. urgh.. since i got nothing to do over here, i went swimming almost everyday. speaking about the food here, its really expensive, the price seems to be cheap like 10bucks or 5bucks, but it's in euros, so got to *2.. to get the exact price.. so drink are like $5? food are like $20? ex huh, this is germany high expenses, luckily i got my lappy here with me, the tv programme here are all in german too. urgh, but i love the yohurt here, u can't get in sin, even if u can get it's really ex.. so i bought like 12? and ice wine, really cheap and nice!:) i spend around 60 euro, sounds cheap but actually i spend like $110over man.. gosh, one supermarket can cost me so much.. haha got bf a new wallet, and i am pretty sure he will love it:) nevertheless i can't wait friday to come:)

2010-07-24T17:34:00.001+08:00

After a 13hrs flight, a busy busy business class work, finally i get to rest in the hotel. wanted to have dinner, but missed, wanted to have supper, missed again, and breakfast, missed again, bravo, i ate like one piece of roti prata for the whole day, and now i'm still waiting to go out of the hotel to have breakfast? or lunch or even dinner, it's 11am in munic right now, and 5pm spore time, so what should i even eat? haha confuse man.. but one thing for sure, i am going to H&M and get some nice clothing again:) i guess i am blessed to fly with the people i know. at least i won't be that sad?:( HAHA

2010-07-23T17:23:00.001+08:00

and last but not least, my dear darling hui:)

acting cute hehe

she look damn funny right haha

on the way home to see my dear nephew:)

i love her!!!:) we had sushi tei for lunch cum dinner? haha

went out with darling hui yesterday, and my dear cheng say she is tired again, better make sure u attend the next meeting ya!:)

2010-07-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

that's ren kai:)

that's my love :)

that's my beloved mum:)

that's me.. with the new born baby..:)

my cute cute little nephew... :) simply love him:)

2010-07-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so so not willing to go to munic tonight, totally can't bear to leave sin tonight, right now i can even imagine and describe what will be my expression like when i am leaving to the airport later. someone fly me a big big aeroplane... and so flight not change, and i have to go for the flight later..ya money is good so what, sometimes i keep asking myself, money is yet very important to the whole world... but come to think again, with all the money in the world, no one to share the joy and happiness with you, what's the point? u can have the money, but are u really happy? oh gosh, i'm so going to miss everyone right now, especially my bf, my mum, my little nephew..what to do work.. if my bf can make it to see me before i go for flight, it will be definitely the best, but still his work is important too.. so:) 7days, one week.. it will be over soon, don't worry i'll be back soon.:)

2010-07-19T15:20:00.001+08:00

Monday, monday blues, been called up for the flight, however before this flight, something unexpected happen... i don't even know what word should i use to describe for the incident. it's shocking to me, but however it bring me to realise how impt someone can be to me. it jus happened..

2010-07-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

right now i am in thomson medical centre:) i have a new nephew!!! how great can that be!!! hehe he is so cute!! oh gosh it's really damn cute haha
but i realise it's not easy to give birth to a baby.. it's really extremely painful.. looking at my sister, ooo, but i guess she is excited to see her new born tiger baby.. :)

going through the whole process, oh gosh, now i fully realise mother are really wonderful. they are like angel. yes i must admit that it's tough going through the ten month pregnancy. but once u see the newborn baby, everything is worthwhile. looking at my sister going though the ten month pregnancy, every morning she had to force herself to vomit every single food she eat, having sleepless night, having difficulty in moving around with her big stomach. but look at them right now, they are blissful with the newborn baby. since this is my very first nephew , i'm going to dote him like my own:)

2010-07-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

i just love him:)

bf and me had a tour in sentosa!!:) it was fun and enjoyable. we had this luge ride, which everyone should try it! though it was the ride ended fast but i had great fun!:)

2010-07-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

i wish i am a baby right now, no worries, no problem, nothing, just eat and sleep.

2010-06-15T14:59:00.000+08:00

i wanna get a new camera! should i or should i not? urgh.. tempted! seriously!!!:) urgh and since it;s the GSS RIGHT NOW, so why not? haha okie, i did not know only for life and death situation than u can apply leave! that is so ridiculous! so damn irritated. I just made a wasted trip! allright apart from that i shall just enjoyed my days in sin than. anyway i can't wait for my sister baby to be out due in next month, can't wait! :) erm life is great for me recently, no matter what brings me down, there will always be someone there to cheer me up, listen to all my sorrow and anger.:) yup yup that's my bf. allright i'm missing him already, but i'm going for my music lesson before i'm going to meet him for a nice nice dinner:) see ya!

2010-06-13T14:55:00.000+08:00

saturday was a totally enjoyable day for me. Went ion to look for my dear hui darling and pass her the eyeliner. and than i have soup spoon for dinner dinner, and oh! i almost forget bf wanted saw this comic sketch and insist he wanted so he sat down.. and naturally the crowd came in, haha and for me , i took a picture and ask the artist to sketch from there instead.;) it was cute but it doesnt look like me at all! urgh.. haha okie i shall post and u u see. i guess if i were to sit down there and let her sketch it will be so much nicer.:) because he look so real and i look so fake.. urgh.. allright and we rush off to night safari after dinner.. i'm so excited because it's my first time and i can't wait really! okie u know what's the bad part about the whole thing? there is no camera!!! urgh i was so disappointed initally but thinking since he is just right beside me ,i shall just keep all the best memories with me in my heart:) we went for the animal show , and the host was impressive! haha i saw tiger! lion! flying bats!! i was in fear before going in.. haha we had a good scare, so it's only me? haha i saw bats flying past me! erm actually i should not fear them because they are blind! that's what my bf said haha. i had a good lesson from him. a good education trip!:) i had so so much fun! :) thank you for the treat and i simply love this particular day:)